I suck lol
I stayed home today and laid in bed and watched Disney movies. I didn’t work out. I ate two bowls of Fruity Pebbles. I smoked. I took 3 Valiums. Oh well. I’m tired of feeling. And I’m mixing it with red wine and cough syrup. Haha, I’m pathetic.
It's been a few weeks.
I’ve had a lot on my plate lately. Literally and figuratively. Haha. Anyway, if you don’t already know this about me, I struggle with depression. It’s gotten really bad, and recently I have just been so unmotivated to do anything. I’ve done horrible things to my body and my mind. But last night I kind of had a weird anxiety attack, which led to a really odd change of...
January 30th, 2013
The good: My eating went well. It was around 1,450. A little higher than I prefer, but whatever. Breakfast: Kashi cereal with almond milk. Lunch: granola bar, banana, sun chips, apple sauce, water. Dinner: Morning star veggie burger with mustard on buns. Snacks: two eggs before swim practice, and two chocolate chip cookies after dinner. Work outs: I went to swim today. I swam a bit and then...
I guess this is my downfall.
I’m at my lowest point right now. I don’t really know how to talk about this without explaining things I don’t feel like explaining. Let’s just say I “relapsed” into a horrible coping mechanism that I’ve had for a while now. I don’t really know what triggers me. It’s just like everything is going wrong and I’m messing things up and...
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